Everything seemed just fine a few days ago, but now everything seems to be on edge.
...But what happened...?
Why do things seem so much more different now and out of place...?
Maybe this isn't how it's supposed to be...?
Is there something missing, or does lost time need to be made-up...?
A quote I kind of made up over the weekend was:
"Romance is more than just passion.
Passion is more than just love."
It got me thinking about how much of a romantic I am.
Not to sound all sappy or anything, but all I really want is to just find love again.
Like I said before, being in love and loving someone is amazing, it would just be nice to have the feeling back because I love to love and I can be a very passionate person.
But thinking about this again brings me back to an earlier post...
How do you know you love someone?
How do you know for a fact that's what you want?
How do you know the feeling is true?
I'm just in wonder about all this.
But for now I'll shove the nightmares aside and close my eyes to dream of something better.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Summer Camping
Never once did I think that almost everyone would plan on going camping the last weekend in June...and the same four days.
Now let's just hope all of us people don't happen to be at the same place...that would be a good and bad thing.
I know that I'll be at the beach. Pretty awesome.
Others may be out in the middle of nowhere in the hills...they can have fun up there, I personally like civilization.
The difference there is between this summer and past summers for me, is that I'm not going camping with my own family. Which is pretty cool. Camping with friends and their families, and boyfriend, a whole new experience...Big difference than with my own family.
And another thing to add, I'm still awake...especially when I shouldn't be.
I don't have work or anything in the morning...But I still have to be awake pretty early.
I'm done packing for the most part, just a few things here and there.
And I'm filling this post up with random, pointless thoughts.
Anyways...goodnight world, hope ya'll have an awesome weekend and a great summer :)
Now let's just hope all of us people don't happen to be at the same place...that would be a good and bad thing.
I know that I'll be at the beach. Pretty awesome.
Others may be out in the middle of nowhere in the hills...they can have fun up there, I personally like civilization.
The difference there is between this summer and past summers for me, is that I'm not going camping with my own family. Which is pretty cool. Camping with friends and their families, and boyfriend, a whole new experience...Big difference than with my own family.
And another thing to add, I'm still awake...especially when I shouldn't be.
I don't have work or anything in the morning...But I still have to be awake pretty early.
I'm done packing for the most part, just a few things here and there.
And I'm filling this post up with random, pointless thoughts.
Anyways...goodnight world, hope ya'll have an awesome weekend and a great summer :)
Monday, June 20, 2011
Another Post About Love
...Now that I love someone (Yes, I am absolutely sure about it) And yes, it is the Garrett.
I'm more afraid of backing down, only for the sake of me being afraid of getting hurt.
I've had a lot of hurt in relationships, and if something like that happens to me again, especially right now...I'm not sure if I'd be able to handle it :/
It's a major thing I never tend to think about when I get involved in a new relationship, because who is ever ready to get hurt by some one you care a lot about? Although, I do admit that at the beginning of all of this, I was ready to be hurt because I never expected to find love in all this. But of course, plans (ALWAYS) change.
Feelings that I'm well-associated with: Fear and pain.
Yup.
I'm more afraid of backing down, only for the sake of me being afraid of getting hurt.
I've had a lot of hurt in relationships, and if something like that happens to me again, especially right now...I'm not sure if I'd be able to handle it :/
It's a major thing I never tend to think about when I get involved in a new relationship, because who is ever ready to get hurt by some one you care a lot about? Although, I do admit that at the beginning of all of this, I was ready to be hurt because I never expected to find love in all this. But of course, plans (ALWAYS) change.
Feelings that I'm well-associated with: Fear and pain.
Yup.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Summer
Well, I guess it's a little late now, considering most of us are a whole week or two into summer.
And I've realized that I haven't posted in a long time.
Ummm....well, let's go with (at least 10) goals for summer:
Yeah, I don't really have much to say, but I can update whoever actually reads my blog as to what I'm doing at this moment.
Listening to music (The Moment by Safetysuit).
[Haha, ironic ^^]
Writing this.
And thinking about stuff :)
I do wish everyone an awesomely awesome summer. Don't go a day with nothing to do! Don't mope around if something bad happens! Make it a fun-filled summer :)
Oh, and congrats to the class of 2011!!!!
And I've realized that I haven't posted in a long time.
Ummm....well, let's go with (at least 10) goals for summer:
- Go golfing with at least one other person.
Spend lots of time with my lover and keep this relationship going good. ♥- Take more great photos to add to my photography album.
- Travel outside of town and maybe a little out of state. (Go to many places)
Get a job.Fortunately, I got a job the day after my last day of school.Get ma Fiesta :)- Improve with the band.
- Attend Three Days Grace concert. (Already have tickets, so I must!)
Make a few new friends.- Have an amazingly awesome summer!
Ghost Hunting!!!
Yeah, I don't really have much to say, but I can update whoever actually reads my blog as to what I'm doing at this moment.
Listening to music (The Moment by Safetysuit).
[Haha, ironic ^^]
Writing this.
And thinking about stuff :)
I do wish everyone an awesomely awesome summer. Don't go a day with nothing to do! Don't mope around if something bad happens! Make it a fun-filled summer :)
Oh, and congrats to the class of 2011!!!!
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