I know I've written a few posts about being sleep deprived.
In all honesty, I was getting enough sleep to get me through the day.
But yesterday and today...I think I reached my highest point of being sleep deprived.
It truly sucks (sorry for my lack of use of creative words)
I've gotten to the point where I'm so tired that I'm about to pass out, and be so nauseated that I can barely stand the thought of eating something. To add, it's to the extreme that my eyes are glossy and nearly bloodshot.
Solution: Go to bed early.
...Easier said than done -.-
I have yet to write an essay for a college application.
So! With that said, I hope you enjoyed my post and I need to get onto writing that essay
>>>>Looking over this about a week later, I realize that my college application has absolutely NOTHING to do with being sleep deprived! Haha. I guess that's what I get for not getting any sleep...I feel sorry for my viewers who end up reading a bunch of nonsense.
But anyways...Focus back to the main point of this post. I discovered (and will take all responsibility) for being out late and not coming home until later (not too late, like 11 or midnight) and on top of that, I need to get up at 5 am for my morning workout and get ready for work, which I need to be there by about 7 am...Not getting done until 2 or even 3 pm...That's about the time I finally want to get out and hang out with friends and have fun...only realizing that I only have a couple of hours to hang out (after i get done getting ready and all) until I have to be back at home...repeating the cycle. Oh how life is just full of awesomeness.
And I like how I cancel out my editing-a-sleep-deprived-post with being sleepy...Makes total sense!
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Waiting
Most of us people spend a great amount of our lives just waiting.
Waiting for the sun to set, waiting for someone to come along and sweep us "off our feet", waiting to get time with a loved one, waiting for an event that may never happen, waiting for others to change their minds.
...You get the idea, right?
Yet, about 90% of that waiting just turns out to be a waste of time. (I'd know from personal experience)
I've wasted so much of my life and time so far, by just waiting. Waiting for anything, really. But I always get left with disappointment.
And for some reason, I never learn from that one thing. I just continue to wait - but of course not for the same things from previous times.
I always tell myself, 'Tomorrow is another day' or 'Soon I'll no longer be waiting'.
For unknown reasons that "tomorrow" always has to be put off until another "tomorrow" and then another and another, and as soon as I know it, I'm waiting for weeks just to tell someone something or waiting for something new to happen.
Sometimes people can only wait so long and the things they want to say start to be turned into a "big deal", so some of us just give up on waiting. Some of us actually stick it out and wait for such a long time for that right moment to say a few words. And some of us wait until the situation becomes a "big deal"...but by that time rolls around, they could care less about the topic and it's pointless and has no meaning anymore.
Men...Don't keep women waiting.
Women...Don't keep men waiting for too long.
Actually, let's all just stop waiting and wasting time on something useless...of course, unless it's important.
But waiting for a long period of time, sometimes turns out not to be worth it.
As for me, I'm going to continue to wait and wait for the right moment to say/do something. But I definitely won't wait too long...or else by then, it's lost its own meaning. For the important stuff, I'll wait. For the not-so-important stuff, I'll move on and not waste my time.
Waiting for the sun to set, waiting for someone to come along and sweep us "off our feet", waiting to get time with a loved one, waiting for an event that may never happen, waiting for others to change their minds.
...You get the idea, right?
Yet, about 90% of that waiting just turns out to be a waste of time. (I'd know from personal experience)
I've wasted so much of my life and time so far, by just waiting. Waiting for anything, really. But I always get left with disappointment.
And for some reason, I never learn from that one thing. I just continue to wait - but of course not for the same things from previous times.
I always tell myself, 'Tomorrow is another day' or 'Soon I'll no longer be waiting'.
For unknown reasons that "tomorrow" always has to be put off until another "tomorrow" and then another and another, and as soon as I know it, I'm waiting for weeks just to tell someone something or waiting for something new to happen.
Sometimes people can only wait so long and the things they want to say start to be turned into a "big deal", so some of us just give up on waiting. Some of us actually stick it out and wait for such a long time for that right moment to say a few words. And some of us wait until the situation becomes a "big deal"...but by that time rolls around, they could care less about the topic and it's pointless and has no meaning anymore.
Men...Don't keep women waiting.
Women...Don't keep men waiting for too long.
Actually, let's all just stop waiting and wasting time on something useless...of course, unless it's important.
But waiting for a long period of time, sometimes turns out not to be worth it.
As for me, I'm going to continue to wait and wait for the right moment to say/do something. But I definitely won't wait too long...or else by then, it's lost its own meaning. For the important stuff, I'll wait. For the not-so-important stuff, I'll move on and not waste my time.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Leave The Lies To The Liars
Everyone says: "Once a liar, always a liar."
But is it really true?
Personally, I used to lie...ALOT. But the past few years I figured that there's no point in lying if I truly have to go out of my way that much just to make sure a specific story is true - or makes sense. Obviously, telling the truth is so much more easier, and I don't really do anything wrong anymore...so there's truly no reason for me to lie. haha.
But the people who lie and lie and lie....and lie about the smallest things ever.
My brother for example. He will lie about taking a freaking cookie. "You've got the chocolate all over your face, and crumbs all around you, sorry bro...but you're not getting away with that one."
No matter what...he will continue to make up an entire story.
For reals this time...I don't really understand as to why people lie so much.
Let's say you've had a history with someone and you get told information from some close people and then question the former...important person about that information...but they lie, and make the explanation seem so believable, and they frame themselves as such a "perfect" person...until you remember the evidence you have to "back up" what they just told you.
Then finding out that they lied about something so little just seems to be so frustrating. Why go through that much trouble just to create a lie?
I could stress about it so much as to ...Why.
But for now, let's just leave the lies to the liars and not get wrapped up in their games.
The less drama. The better.
But is it really true?
Personally, I used to lie...ALOT. But the past few years I figured that there's no point in lying if I truly have to go out of my way that much just to make sure a specific story is true - or makes sense. Obviously, telling the truth is so much more easier, and I don't really do anything wrong anymore...so there's truly no reason for me to lie. haha.
But the people who lie and lie and lie....and lie about the smallest things ever.
My brother for example. He will lie about taking a freaking cookie. "You've got the chocolate all over your face, and crumbs all around you, sorry bro...but you're not getting away with that one."
No matter what...he will continue to make up an entire story.
For reals this time...I don't really understand as to why people lie so much.
Let's say you've had a history with someone and you get told information from some close people and then question the former...important person about that information...but they lie, and make the explanation seem so believable, and they frame themselves as such a "perfect" person...until you remember the evidence you have to "back up" what they just told you.
Then finding out that they lied about something so little just seems to be so frustrating. Why go through that much trouble just to create a lie?
I could stress about it so much as to ...Why.
But for now, let's just leave the lies to the liars and not get wrapped up in their games.
The less drama. The better.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Time To Think About School...Again.
Time has seemed to be going by pretty quickly, and ironically enough...it's time to think about school again.
Well...it's just a good thing for me that it's (finally) my senior year.
The last...but generally best year in high school.
I just dislike the fact of thinking that I have to go back and register in about three weeks, and having to see my old classmates...especially the ones who don't like me and I don't like them. haha.
But it's time for us all to just grow up, sooner or later. Fortunately for me, it was sooner. I stopped caring about those people my sophomore year.
Anyhow, all my hard work is starting to pay off to my last year.
Crazy to think that it's already that time again.
Well...it's just a good thing for me that it's (finally) my senior year.
The last...but generally best year in high school.
I just dislike the fact of thinking that I have to go back and register in about three weeks, and having to see my old classmates...especially the ones who don't like me and I don't like them. haha.
But it's time for us all to just grow up, sooner or later. Fortunately for me, it was sooner. I stopped caring about those people my sophomore year.
Anyhow, all my hard work is starting to pay off to my last year.
Crazy to think that it's already that time again.
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