Generally, adults tell us teenagers that we're "too young to be in love", we "don't know what love is..."
Well...I do know that love is. I've been in love before, it's probably one of the most amazing feelings ever.
But I do miss being in love. I so badly want to be in love again, to mean something to someone and them mean a lot of something to me, to be able to say "I love you" to that special person, to care for someone - for them to care for me. To be able to show affection towards someone without feeling like a...yeah (I'm not sure what word would be best), because when you love someone, you know that you have no shame in showing affection to them.
The words are so easy to say.
Don't get me wrong, I would definitely say it to someone, but I want to wait longer and make sure it comes from the deepest part of my heart, and have the full meaning behind it.
Because it just seems like saying "I love you" would make everything better.
I know that "I love you" could be a variety of different meanings...And I'm hoping everyone here knows I'm talking about the romantic-like, because I have no problem saying "I love you" to my best friends, because I love my friends...Just only as friends and not in a crazy romantic way.
But like I said earlier...I so badly want to be in love again, to be that happy (although, I am very happy now), to say "I love you" to someone and not have it all be an awkward thing, to show someone that I love them.
Why do the words have to be so easy to say in my mind, but out loud they would seem so out of place?
I know it's possible to someday...sooner or later...say that I love this person, very much. Just not now...My only question is...Why?!...BLAH...
>>Goodnight world<<
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